Goals for living 

This is going to be a short post. But a very important post. I don’t want to bore you with all the details. And me not has the energy or strength to say as much as me wants. But here’s the short version. Pretty much everyone agrees me has ALS even tho the neurologist can’t or won’t officially say so until me has a few more tests just in case. I’m on the feeding tube and pump now and it’s helped, so has the hospital bed. There so much trouble trying to get the eyegaze device for communication and I’m almost completely unable to type. Soon me won’t be able to at all. It’s sad because me has not been able to communicate most my life and now that me learn words mine body isn’t able to share them. Me got a nice power wheelchair but can’t get proper supports for it for my head/neck and such until has officially diagnosis. The insurance has been working with the state to get me more care at home, it’s not a easy or fast process. They find a place to accept me for some homecare, but then the place try to give me less than was approved. The thing is we know that I need 24/7 care, even at night mostly to help position so not gets more bedsores and to keep from choking on my saliva. But a nursing home isn’t the answer. None of them are trained to work with all my challenges. I have neurological differences, mental illness, and severe physical challenges. Plus if me gets sent to a home they will just make me lay in bed all day and not can get my eyegaze device so not will be able communicate or even watch tv. And when me needs a tracheotomy tube for breathing it won’t be a option. Me will have to die because nursing homes can’t provide the 1:1 care needed for that. So Cheetos made a gofundme to try to raise money to keep me at home. If you can read it and maybe share or even donate a dollar that’d be super awesome. Me will try typing more a different day, but it maybe a while. https://www.gofundme.com/tiggys-mobility-fund